Massage in a Bottle

I found a Massage in a bottle today at the beach and this is what it said:

Dear Allie,

I miss you so deeply. I don't know how i ever let you go and walk away like that. I think i was just being dumb about the whole thing.. I should have not yelled at you like I did. And I am so sorry about that.. I should have let you go like you asked me too. But i was not ready to let you go. I still love you. But know you are gone and I can't let you go they way you want me too. No matter what I will always love you and you will always be in my heart.. Someday you will come back to me!!

Yours always,
Noah